This is yet another weight stats page, to be updated daily since 1-0628-21. Here I can complain about my weight all I want without it needing to be professional, and without it being openly accessible from anywhere other than the main stats page. Daily weigh-ins are- to a degree- less conclusive than the weekly ones, so I don't feel the need to log them on the main page.
Explanation aside, here's the weights.
Due to a recent forced recovery some of my progress has been lost and my numbers have changed. Please read this message before judging my new statistics.
cmon cmon cmon cmon cmon cmon
if I'm not at 50 flat by 1-0802-21 I'm ending myself
Had a pretty entertaining c/s binge and still lost weight. I love remembering funny ana habits. Anamen.
I see a cycle starting to happen. Ooh boy.
in a genuinely terrible fucking mood so I'm going to hate myself into doing an OMAD after my 24h fast and then going on a walk. can someone please just rid the planet of me already oh my god
I am fascinated by my body's ability to sustain itself sub-1000 calories and make me feel worse on 500 than on 137. I am also fascinated by THE FACT I LOST 2LBS OVERNIGHT. Maybe I should start restricting to this degree more... We'll see. Need to eat a little more normally today so tomorrow's fair game.
...still not 52
Given how much I overate yesterday I'm surprised I only actually gained .1 honestly. Thank you weight gods.
Physically could not stand up and get on the scale. I am in so much fucking pain it's not even funny. Hilariously pathetic though.
I'm not religious but DIES AND GOES TO HEAVEN
wish I didn't get paranoid and weigh myself another 3 times when it said 53.9
Disappointed but not surprised. Yesterday was utter shit. Just put me back at 54 flat please. Hell, I could be. Lost an entire lb overnight to get there anyway so who's to say it won't happen again? Maybe I'm just dreaming at this point.
.3 my very dearly behated. I hope I manage to start a downwards trend this time. I do not wish to spend another week in transition to become a whale.
WHY DO I KEEP LOSING/GAINING THE SAME 2LBS. LITERALLY JUST. STAY OFF. BEGONE. I BANISH THEE FROM MY SOUL.
I would like to formally complain to the "why the fuck am I gaining weight god please help" department
Aaaaand yesterday's claim has been invalidated. I wish my weigh-in day would've been today, as this is my lowest weight in relapse so far. Thinking about the possibility of managing to drag my ass through the hunger and getting to see 53.9 or lower is fueling the fire which burns the leaves to feed my soul. I must say I am ecstatic.
I spoke too soon. Disappointing.
.4 LOSS OVERNIGHT MY OH SO DEARLY BELOVED
Finally got down below my first GW. I feel pretty good about it so far. Wednesday might be even better if I'm lucky, who knows though. Now to move on to 50.